Relapse of Love

I can't relax Wake up go back My mental taxed No i can't just relax

Yeah I shot my shot but I missed my goal tried to save myself from the rest of the world
Find peace find truth find sanctity in the words that I write and the standard that I meet

I tried I did least I'm here today can't believe all the things that I used to say

It's hard living my life in cards tryna take a chance from a pile that I can't disregard
But not me I say it every day like I'm starting up my prime but I'm not
I can't be
This shit ending up like a wish of what can be
Shit sour like candy

Getting me mad from the start it's like the shit I used to get in
Dodging all the blame but guilt would always set in
Used to think smart but now it's like I'm betting
Yeah now I'm just lost
No where to go
Yeah you broke my trust
Guess I was just too slow
But this thing we had
Just felt too real
But now i know it was nothing more than a meal

Got nothing more you expected nothing less
Least i got this stuff right off my chest
But now im back trying no striving to be my best
Cuz now i know cant fool me twice living to the fullest finally see a clear light
Goin out workin in buildin up a life got me fucked up thinkin need me a wife

I stay 10 toes means i stand up high
But i stay level cuz i know i'm fly
But the devil knows that i'm that guy
And i always choose to compromise
I'm not scared to go through with you
I'd rather just try to make a move
Then i'd try to leave you a clue
Since i may already know you
The typa girl you are
Know that we can't go far
Some day we may exchange but
Till then let's stay the same cuz
It's hard to then move on
Knowing we sharing a song
Fuck all of this bull shit now
I'm jus trying to stay strong

If i go then im gone
If I come ima stay
We made such a tight bond
I thought i aint make no mistake
But guess now im on my own make my own typa way
Cuz fuck all that other bull shit fuck you mean I gotta wait?
I got a new journey n intuition making these sounds marking my existence
Never back down bitch im resistent its just a new path know im always dishin
Making new music but dont like the song if i ever disappear it wont be for long
Just gotta clear shit from within my head better deal with it now then wait instead

I can't relax
Wake up go back
My mental taxed
No i can't just relax

I stay 10 toes means i stand up high
But i stay level cuz i know i'm fly
But the devil knows that i'm that guy
And i always choose to compromise
I'm not scared to go through with you
I'd rather just try to make a move
Then i'd try to leave you a clue
Since i may already know you
The typa girl you are
Know that we can't go far
Some day we may exchange but
Till then let's stay the same cuz
It's hard to then move on
Knowing we sharing a song
Fuck all of this bull shit now
I'm jus trying to stay strong