When The Time Comes

I can still hear the arguments, the issues left in the air
And I swear I thought I was being more fair
To realize I wasn't sharing
I was only scaring and making deep scars
This doesn't take back what I said
But I'm hoping I can break these bars

I'm still waking up late nights
With your eyes being the last thing I see
While I cry, these sad tears fall from my face
It's like my soul is dying every time I wake
Now I wanna talk to you, after all this wait
I did some soul-searching, but I know it's too late
I just wanna hear your voice, for my soul's sake
Yo'

I know I was too harsh, back to the day
It's been a year, two months multiple days
While I write this, you gave me this jar
A list of things to relive when you're not here

I can still hear you clearly
As I read the notes you made sincerely
I deeply feel a pain, no matter the soul search
I know I got better, I've learned my own worth
But know, I wasn't cured

Oh, oh, yeah
I can still hear it in your voice
I can still hear it in your voice, I can hear it
Oh, oh, oh
I can still hear it in your voice
Still there?
I can still hear it in your voice

No doubt I can hear it, I know it's still there
I can still hear it, I know you're still there
I swear I can feel it, I know it's still there
I know that you feel it (I can still hear it in your voice)
But I can hear it, I know it's still there
I can still hear it, I know you're still there
I swear I can feel it, I know it's still there
I know you can feel it (I can still hear it in your voice)
No doubt, no doubt

I'll admit that I tried to still date
But nobody matched you still to this very day
So my choice is to sit back and let it all play
I still got my doubts, am I doing the right thing
See you taught me that this life is real precious

Now when I'm helpless, I put on this special necklace
My wellness is my best guesses, I stay stressin'
Now that I've learned patience is the new mission
I got a new ignition to my flame that keeps getting tamed
When I wake from the dreams
All the screams in my head, all the things I could have said
All the tears I've shed, all the messages that I read
The times I've felt dead, maybe I am already

You still my amazing half
Half ill half Maru so I named my projects through you
You already know, two imperfect people make a perfect bond
You already know fools like me do it 'til it's dawn

You're my real composure, never will I think it's wrong
It'll take a long time, but you know I'm always strong
I know it's corny that I made this stupid song
But now as I write this, boots is bumping right next to me

Oh, oh, yeah
I can still hear it in your voice
I can still hear it in your voice, I can hear it
Oh, oh, oh
I can still hear it in your voice
Still there?
I can still hear it in your voice

No doubt I can hear it, I know it's still there
I can still hear it, I know you're still there
I swear I can feel it, I know it's still there
I know that you feel it (I can still hear it in your voice)
But I can hear it, I know it's still there
I can still hear it, I know you're still there
I swear I can feel it, I know it's still there
I know you can feel it (I can still hear it in your voice)
No doubt, no doubt

Death before dishonor, right before departure
Shadow of the monster formed with no composure
Let this be the closure to the present and the past
Let this be my way of assuring that we will always last

Through this song, you spark through me and the memories
We could never die, we're engraved by the seams
Let me be the ignorance and say in the future from this day
If it really is unfixable then know I'ma always say

Don't be worried, no matter what happens in this life
We will have a story, Every dark night there's a brighter day
So surely, I won't stray far away I would wake up early
To make sure I read your messages though don't worry

Even when we pass on, we'll be in heaven
No hurries, the journeys still here and long
You ain't gotta worry, I'ma be here 'til my visions blurry
Forever in my life to the death I'ma

Oh, oh, yeah
I can still hear it in your voice, yeah ah
I can still hear it in your voice, I can hear it
Oh, oh, oh
I can still hear it in your voice
Still there?
I can still hear it in your voice

No doubt I can hear it, I know it's still there
I can still hear it, I know you're still there
I swear I can feel it, I know it's still there
I know that you feel it (I can still hear it in your voice)
But I can hear it, I know it's still there
I can still hear it, I know you're still there
I swear I can feel it, I know it's still there
I know you can feel it (I can still hear it in your voice)
No doubt, no doubt

I know I'm sick, I'm sick in many ways
Nobody understands what I really feel
Because of how quiet I choose to be about things
But I took a lot of time to really figure myself out
I look back on so many things
I'm sorry for being so selfish
I'm sorry for being so harsh
But when that time comes
When that, when that time comes