Anaheim

Did you think I'd ever love again?
Fell for a loner with tattoos and a one room apartment
Or was that part of your wild imagination?
Or are you wondering where my lonely heart went?

I've got your number locked in my phone
That's the only reason I didn't throw it down the riverside
Now your kiss is printed in my bones
The rest of my skeleton is in my closet with my pride

Did you think I'd take you for granted this time?
Baby, I'm not 14 years old any more
I left my foolish notions at my parents house in Anaheim
I hid my letters I wrote for you under my old bedroom floor

I've got your number locked in my phone
That's the only reason I didn't throw it down the riverside
Now your kiss is printed in my bones
The rest of my skeleton is in my closet with my pride

I have you dialed
I'm sitting on the curb
At a rest stop between where you are and my old life in the suburbs
I want you to remember
If I ever made you feel
Something worth reliving or just reminisce like a dusty film reel
I used to be reckless
Like I would perish at 17
I didn't disappear or leave a mark like I had foreseen
Now I'm a patient to time
On life support
I'm leaving a voicemail to the only love I was willing to hurt
Wanting you to absolve me
Like I could justify that
But I'll promise you now, if you give me the green light
I'll be on your door mat
Tonight
I know it was the wrong place and the wrong time
But if you give me the green light, I'll leave everything behind
I know you would've died for me but I'm ready this time

Ooh

I'll leave everything behind