So Far Away

Just like a rainstorm waiting to happen
I feel the weave of time in the breeze
I realized over time, the sad role I've been playing, you see

Pretending to be part of the party
Hiding in crowds to feel safe from my lips
Collecting times, standing there, while the world was waiting for me

I hid my life looking so far away
Where the past dives and slowly fades away
'Cause after all, that's where the truest things happened

I may have to raise this torch alone
Somewhere in the end, the best may come

Lessons to learn, futures to govern
I was the way I was supposed to be
I smiled when everyone smiled and ran when they ran, you see

Exhausted from climbing the highest mountain
I found the lands where hidden truths dwell
I felt so small, overwhelmed by so many answers, so I kept

Walking down that road
Looking for something
I'll play my best in this grey symphony
I'll drop some flags and will lie to the ghost that resides in me

I spent my life looking so far away
Where the past dives and slowly fades away
'Cause after all
That's where the truest things happen

And i'll give up to feel my heart again
I will cry out where no one knows my name
'Cause after all, Here's where the truest things happen

Maybe I have escaped too much in words
Maybe it's not too late to get back home