Dying Inside

Ten years ago, a heart of ice and hollow soul
Nowhere's home, I wanna be forever here alone
Empty inside, nothing makes me ever feel alive

So how many tears must fall

Until I am dying
I am dying
Inside in front of you
Realize
I am dying
Before you realize I'm dead

No

Once in the past, I have forgotten how to laugh
Not enough, my emotions are withering too fast
Feeling so cold, now please give me something I can hold

So how many tears must fall

Until I am dying
I am dying
Inside in front of you
Realize
I am dying
Tell me how many tears must fall

Until I'm back to that state
In the world's not only love, not only hate
Afraid to die inside again
It took years for me to feel the love and the hate
Feel no more insane

No no

It's not easy to say
I need more time to spend
I'm hurt by the words day by day
Don't let it be the end

No no

This new chapter that I've lately begun, it cuts like a knife
In a world that's on fire, it is now a dangerous life
It's overwhelming to feel it all, the joy and the pain
Please help me to sustain

Until I'm back to that state
In the world's not only love, not only hate

On these days, you see it right here in my face
Again I'm dazed, I hope it's just a temporary phase
I cannot hide the insecurity deep inside

How many tears must fall

Until I am dying
I am dying
Inside in front of you
Realize
I am dying
Tell me how many tears must fall

Until I'm back to that state
In the world's not only love, not only hate
Afraid to die, inside again
It took years for me to feel the love and the hate

So take my hand and wash away, forever my doubts away
And let us draw the future together
And let my tears dissolve into the dust



Credits
Writer(s): Carsten Schluch, Göksel Hamali, Nicole Weyer
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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