juliana

I can't stop shaking
Can't control myself
Had a drink before I got here
It's not hitting me well
I'll avoid this conversation at all possible cost tonight
You've got a bottle of tequila
And my heart in your hands yeah
It all faded so quickly I just don't understand
You could've let me down so easy
And told me that you weren't up for it

Oh Juliana
Why don't you stay
It's been a while and I think I'm okay
Is he still reliant? Can he live on his own?
I haven't slept well since the last time we spoke
Oh Juliana
What did I do
Does he talk about me
Like he did with you
Every december I remember it well
And it's making me sick

It's getting pretty late
I think I'll have to go soon
Oh I'll just whisper all my problems
To the man in the moon
At least he won't get angry
In fact he won't say anything at all (I think it's better that way)

Oh Juliana
Why don't you stay
It's been a while and I think I'm okay
Is he still reliant? Can he live on his own?
I haven't slept well since the last time we spoke
Oh Juliana
What did I do
Does he talk about me like he did with you
Every december I remember it well
And it's making me sick

You should know that I'm happy
And it hurts to move on
When we used to be lovers
Now we don't talk at all
It just happened so quickly
Was she there all along?
How should I know
Was it all my fault?

So Juliana
Do you know what he likes?
When he tries to hurt you
Don't tell me I was right
You'll end up saying sorry
For the shit that he did
And he'll say 'I love you'
All over again
All over again