Destroyed Me

Somehow, I am still alive
I am still breathing
People think I am okay but I be leading up to treason
I wanna betray humanity I hate the people leaving
They say if I wanna kill myself I have to have a reason (have to have a reason)

Why? Fuck, I think I fucked up (grah)
I already got a reason so please shut the fuck up
Buspirone and Xanax age of 13 I am fucked up
That ain't even all I done I'll name it, grow the fuck up

Percocet that's oxycodone in my fucking stomach
Taking Vistaril and Wellbutrin I stole it now I love it
If I ever I have to choose I'm choosing weed because I need it
That is the only thing I use everyday when I'm not fiending

Love stays in the background they say Festo do you need me
I am joking I don't need no bitches and they ass don't need me
I'ma keep it hella real I fell in love once it destroyed me
Couldn't ever fall in love since think it was the start of snorting

I ain't talking bout no coke I'm talking crushed bupropion
My mom asked me what that white stuff was and I said sodium
I was a dumb motherfucker but I learned so hella young
Sometimes you gotta feel the worst to strengthen be a better son

Why? Fuck, I think I fucked up
I already got a reason so please shut the fuck up
Buspirone and Xanax age of 13 I am fucked up
That ain't even all I done I'll name it, grow the fuck up

Percocet that's oxycodone in my fucking stomach
Taking Vistaril and Wellbutrin I stole it now I love it
If I ever I have to choose I'm choosing weed because I need it
That is the only thing I use everyday when I'm not fiending

Love stays in the background they say Festo do you need me
I am joking I don't need no bitches and they ass don't need me
I'ma keep it hella real I fell in love once it destroyed me
Couldn't ever fall in love since think it was the start of snorting

Ohh, I know that I gotta let you go (let you go)
Worst that I ever had for sure
Sometimes I can still hear the tone of your voice

She meets me after dark, she lets me in her heart
No I cannot go back, so I had to go real far
I know it was over as soon as we fell apart
She still calls my phone, yeah, you know I ignore it

But I cannot go back
Sometimes she still texts me saying, "I never meant to let you down"
I don't know what's up but it seems like that she is different know
And even after all the heartbreaks that you put me through
I'm surprised that my heart is still attached
While my heart is attached, my mind I had to put you in the past

Crazy thing that i thought we would last
Every song that I make it reminds me of you, I hop in the car and I step on the gas
After all the things that you did to me, I was embarrassed, I had to walk out with a mask, woah

Love stays in the background they say Festo do you need me
I am joking I don't need no bitches and they ass don't need me
I'ma keep it hella real I fell in love once it destroyed me
Couldn't ever fall in love since think it was the start of snorting



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Writer(s): Yung Festo
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