don't forget

Yeah, days full of emotion tryna make some motion least what I was hopin, sittin' back just tokin'
God been talkin' and pokin' tryna get my attention, really haven't been focused thought he wouldn't notice, nah
Even though he's the closest always shown devotion, I'm just running away feeling hopeless
While being outspoken, negativity potent, gaining many opponents
Need help not jokin', just waitin' for my moment, yeah
I hate that I'm alone cause that means I'm prone to lotta thoughts in my dome they hit home
Wish they would go away I'm casting a big stone, taking on anyone I feel like I'm Jim Jones
One day hear my voice on a ringtone, gotta lock it in now cause we big grown

Listen up for a sec though
Lotta people from the past that put, me in the back but I, cannot be the one to go and judge and disown
I had fake friends too like 20 G's, not talking a big loan
Then I started writing felt the pain in my wrist bone, taught me how to stay 100 but that's been known

Okay, you see the way that I switch tones the way that I switch flows
Is all based on what's in my heart sometimes it starts to feel like a big show
Yeah, I hope you don't think it's sick though remember my big bro
A couple years back told me watch where you sit though, and watch what you wish for
Be yourself without having to impose, old ways just let em go out the window
The old days I miss those, when it was all so simple
Yeah, but now we gotta find a way it's no time to wait we can't fold or wrinkle
They might try to get close, gotta watch what you disclose
I can dance on any beat like a disco, had to prove it to you so you wouldn't forget though