at some point you’ll have to be angry at all of this

I was just thirteen
When I was told that I didn't know what I need
Not literally
He told me with his hands if you know what I mean

He's still in my dreams
After a bad one
I called and asked him, "What did that mean?"
He told me everything
And said "Abby, you always know what I need"

It didn't make sense
I didn't know why
I couldn't let out a cry

I was just sixteen
There's a brand new boy on the high school team
I'm such an easy please
He's like the sunshine
On the Indiana beach
He's the wind, I'm the trees
Every word off his tongue is a masterpiece
Years of "whatever you need"
I lost myself, so I started to sing

It didn't make sense
I didn't know why
I couldn't let out a cry

Ben's looking at me
Opened our mouths
We could hardly speak
I was only nineteen
A baby he was spoon-feeding
Now I have no belief
The deer never crossed the bridge over the stream
I'm such an easy please
If he can't do that then I don't know what that means

At some point you'll have to be angry at all of this
At some point you'll have to be angry at all of this
At some point you'll have to be angry at all of this
At some point you'll have to be angry at all of this

You gotta let out a cry
Let out a cry

I was just thirteen
When I was told that I didn't know what I need
Not literally
He did it with his hands if you know what I mean