Tomorrow (She's a Phony)

At thirty-two she's proved to be a fighter
Paid for by tears at night
For years she fought the lies
To be who she was made to be

She swears she's on the other side now
Says, "Don't forget there is a light
At the end of the tunnel
You're made for more than barely holding on"

But she's barely holding on

She's a fraud, she's a phony
Trying to prove she's somebody
More than she has been before
But she's still a scared, insecure
Little girl, never enough
Doesn't wanna fuck this up
She will trust the mercies will be new
Tomorrow

She's not where she thought she would be
At thirty-two chasing the dream
She thought she'd have it figured out by now

All she knows now is you never really know
Somehow you learn as you go
She's learned a lot but never how to be alone

She's a fraud, she's a phony
Trying to prove she's somebody
More than she has been before
But she's still a scared, insecure
Little girl, never enough
Doesn't wanna fuck this up
She will trust the mercies will be new
Tomorrow

Tomorrow

She said what she could and left the rest unspoken
She is healed and she is broken
There's still work that's left for her to do

She's a fraud she's a phony
It's been a while since she's been lonely
She'll keep fighting til there's nothing left to prove