Viviannah Shea

I remember picking my phone up couldn't believe my eyes
Got me traumatized prayed to the lord it was a lie
Hit yo page & saw "Rest in Peace", I broke down & cried
Even went to bang yo line, felt like my little sister died
You mean the one that gave us hope committed suicide?
Now who am I? When I felt there was someone in me you could confide
Them late night convos that we had helped a nigga survive
You ever needed love after all that, know I'd love to provide
Always talkin bout our futures & how we gon shine
The way you uplifted your brother, kept a nigga alive
Got me thinking if I did WAY more, you'd be right here to thrive
But with all your positivity & love I couldn't see the signs
Hindsight 20/20, seen that I been blind
Already was fucked up, but since YOU I ain't been fine
Losing the ones you had in worst times, those be the worst times
Talking battles of depression with your soldiers on the frontline
In crunch time, everybody somedays needs help seeing sunshine
Wish you would of let me do it when it was your turn
Maybe we'd have some more time
Type of smile you had could make the sunrise
But since you gone, know eventually every sun dies

Tell me what's life, when the person you know uplifts everybody
Feels they ain't got anybody, it's low
No matter how far that you go, pain inside don't always show
No matter the view or the scope, Sadie I love you fasho

Now tell me what's life, you can make but can't save that shit
Your man insecure as fuck bout our relationship
Never messed around but I get it that's some basic shit
Cause of that ain't speak for a couple years & I HATE that shit
So much in that time I never did, but wish I got to say
Part of the reason I made this song & why I feel this way
You were like my little sis so in me you live everyday
Hope you Resting In Paradise Viviannah Shea

We love you & miss you Sadie, see you soon