Hindsight

Yeah
This my life
Bout time I lived it fully with me
Don't got no time to dwell on who the hell I thought I would be
Come back in town
I got a 100 niggas letting me know they betting on me
I'm indebted to them, forever on G-
O-D new problems but I'm sweating relief
As long as on the days I fall I land on my feet
My father's father used to pray 5 times a day
Ain't miss not one athan
He said, "my son, why wait? I might not make it until Ramadan"
He passed the summer after, fate is such a strange phenomenon
Miskeen, lowkey I think he knew all along
Drop the weight I'm dragging on, the feelings I've been harping on
I set the bar so high and feel deflated, wish my arms was longer
But nah, life's a little mo' calmer when you ain't so hard on yourself
Scared of looking at the bottom, that shit is so common
That we don't know we standing on a ground full of wealth
But you know they say
Hindsight is 20 20
Outside ain't always sunny
Sometimes it's hard to love me
Some days I (days I)
Hindsight is 20 20
Spent time, deciding for me
Feels like I'm finally finding my way around (way round)
Imposter syndrome
Fans hit my DM like "you the greatest!"
I feel like I haven't made it
Sometimes I sit and make plans and instead of just executing
Soothing my ego, feel like I did without actually doing
Self-inflicted retribution, vicious cycles
I used to think that the roads always split in two paths
The good and bad
But now I know that one is both
And one's dead end with a view of what you should have
I pride myself on my humility, a good man
A message to my future self, I wish you would brag
Rather these lows to build myself back up to good standing
Than get too high and feel the shock of what I built crash
Should tuck my pride and be more gracious with my pops now
One day I'll go through what it takes to be a good dad
We all make mistakes
We all good and bad
But I wouldn't take a thing back
As I look forward knowing
Hindsight is 20 20
Outside ain't always sunny
Sometimes it's hard to love me
Some days I (days I)
Hindsight is 20 20
Spent time deciding for me
Feels like I'm finally finding my way around (way round)
Way around
Way around
Way around
Way around
I'm finding my way 'round
After I done been around
I'm coming back to the place where I first believed
Cause hindsight is 20 20
And outside ain't always sunny
Sometimes it's hard to love me, some days I
Hindsight is 20 20
Spent time deciding for me
Feels like I'm finally finding my way around
Hindsight is 20 20
Outside ain't always sunny
Sometimes it's hard to love me
Some days I (some days I)
Hindsight is 20 20
Spent time deciding for me
Feels like I'm finally finding my way around (my way around)