Am I the Only One

It's been so long
I wonder where the time has all gone
I wonder why this change can't get done
I guess that's why I'm headed to this mountain top
And it seems I find
That I can't fully change something that I truly like
So I look up into the sky
And

I wonder if I'm the only guy
Who's out here trying
To change the world
From the edge of my coffin
Tell me am I only one
Who's trying to cross the sun
With a big ol' chain wrapped around my waist
Draggin' all of my belongings
And the hardest part is
The hardest part is fallin'

Somehow I am caught
Somewhere between at ease and in shock
And i'm just not
Cut out for this
It just takes one slip
And I'm gone

I've been trekking up this mountain without anyone
With a chain linked to my waist and
A house laced up with all my stuff
I'm covered up with snow and dust
And I think that I've had enough of this
But I don't think I really have an option of just
Letting go and letting be
Or holding back to watch and see
Cause falling further down is falling further from just living free
And all I need
Is somebody
To jump inside my head and see
The thoughts I think
Or maybe just somebody to accompany
The wind, and all this rain
I'm starting to slip and to drop my things
And so I just hand
And I wait for a hand
And I wait for a man
But nobody ever comes
Nobody ever does
Nobody can save all the things that I've done
And all the things that I am
And all the things that I love
And all the things that I try to outrun
So I begin to wonder

If I'm the only guy
Who's out here trying
To change the world
From the edge of my coffin
Tell me am I only one
Who's trying to cross the sun
With a big ol' chain wrapped around my waist
Draggin' all of my belongings
And the hardest part is

Tell me am I the only one
Tell me am I the only one
Tell me am I the only one

The hardest part is fallin'