Lifeguard (feat. Victoria B)

(Hmm)
(Hmm-mm)
Some dinning cover

They be like, Vicky, why you're actin' so different (hmm-mm)
Last time I looked, no one checked for me (you ain't hit my phone)
Too late for someone to care, it's been so long (so long)
I shed too many tears (I can't cry no more, can't even cry no more)

Lately I've been fightin' demons, been on the deep end
Like what's the reason, can't tell you, but I'm bleeding
All these open wounds that need healing
Swear that life ain't fair, but I'm holding on
Each day I lose my grip a little more
It's the same old, never-ending cycle (cycle)
Feels like I can't catch a breath to breathe (so much running through my head)
Suffocating (I can barely breathe)
In my thoughts (in my thoughts)
Jehovah help me please

Somebody call the lifeguard
'Cause I'm drowning, sinking, going deep (going deep, going deep)
I can hardly see my feet or speak (feet or speak)
Trying to breathe, but I can hold my breath for so long
Somebody pull me out the water

Somebody call the lifeguard (somebody call the lifeguard)
'Cause I'm drowning (drowning), I'm drowning
(I'm going, I'm going deeper)
Somebody call the lifeguard (somebody call the lifeguard)
'Cause I'm drowning, I'm drowning
(I'm going, I'm going deeper)

The price of fame ain't worth a thing, I hope my Brodie hear this
Covered in pain, I pray it change into the Holy Spirit
God got a plan for me
Healing all those wounds from the knife that's in the back of me
This game causin' insanity
You say you supportin' but never postin' that's just blasphemy
Scared to spread the word, you scared to show the world this masterpiece
Last night, I thought 'bout leavin' the game, but it's just half-time
Ain't tryna get caught in that wave, rather get baptized

When you fake, you ain't consistent
Watch your circle, pay attention, let them do them
Don't tell 'em none, you'll see their real intentions
Ego had me stuck inside a box, my pride was just a prison
Stopped gettin' offended when corrected, 'cause I caused division
Would've been ready for my blessings, I ain't get yet if I listened
I was trippin', been steps ahead of these niggas I had vision
I have faith, and that don't even make sense to a non-believer
Tried to make it out that water by myself, it pulled me deeper

He was right, you ain't change, I did
I sacrificed and changed the way I live
He was right, you ain't change, I did
Gave 'em a helpin' hand, he almost slit my wrist
They say it's love when they hate me on the low, look I don't wanna hear it
See I've been goin' through some things you can't understand with my soul and my spirit

Somebody call the lifeguard
'Cause I'm drowning, sinking, going deep (going deep, going deep)
I can hardly see my feet or speak (feet or speak)
Trying to breathe, but I can hold my breath for so long
Somebody pull me out the water

Somebody call the lifeguard (somebody call the lifeguard)
'Cause I'm drowning (drowning), I'm drowning
(I'm going, I'm going deeper)
Somebody call the lifeguard (somebody call the lifeguard)
'Cause I'm drowning, I'm drowning
(I'm going, I'm going deeper)



Credits
Writer(s): Marvin Beauville
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