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(Tav's crazy)

I looked death in the eyes and told him, "You better be here for two"
He told me I'm crazy and pulled me in closer, he said, "This was up to you"
I couldn't believe it, I started to question
"Would death really tell me the truth?"
He told me, "She fell in love with a man that's not insecure like you"

He doesn't question where she goes
He never brings down the mood
He never looks at her phone
They talk and stare at the moon
She still loves taking pictures of the sunsets on the way home
She still cries when an old man sits by himself getting food

She don't think about you, first love's gone too
She don't wanna sit in yo' bedroom
She don't want yo' money and tattoos
Your fast car isn't fast enough to take you to the days that she had you
Had your back and she loved you
Forgave you for shit she ain't want to

Childhood crush, that's cool
High school love was bad news
Love bomb, he attacked you
Now you're too busy, it's gym school
Started comparing myself to the people
That I seen and hate when you talked to
Turning heads when you walk through
Everybody wanna fuck you
You love the attention, don't you?

You never did what you were supposed to
Love ain't easy, except when I hold you
Made me evil, I wanted to own you
Got what you wanted so I could control you
Your heart was too hard to hold onto
So I made you feel like it belonged to me
You're dumb, so I spoiled you

I told you that you owe me nothing
'Cause I was just thinking that maybe you'll want to
I hate you, but I still adore you
If you called me, I'd prolly ignore you
But I'd let it ring and stare at the screen
And think about days before you

When I smiled and I felt important
When you didn't make me feel annoying
When I could lay down and enjoy it
Didn't have to make so many choices
Then you told me you want an abortion
Then the love started feeling like poison

You did this to us 'cause you're selfish
Was I insecure or were boundaries helping?
You said my love felt like a prison
But sometimes I think, and I really don't get it

I guess when I try to accept it
If it was his child, you might've just kept it
You won't let me talk for a second
I guess we can meet up in Heaven

I looked death in the eyes and told him, "You better be here for two"
He told me I'm crazy and pulled me in closer, he said, "This was up to you"
I couldn't believe it, I started to question
"Would death really tell me the truth?"
He told me, "She fell in love with a man that's not insecure like you"