INDECISION* (DEMO)

(S-S-S-S-Skullish)
Alright, one more

I'm more JDR than Derin and that's all I've become
An egocentric type of virtue, but that's only for some
Just dumber reason to blunt, smoke 'til ash, become numb
But that doesn't sound as satisfying as taking the jump

You say I'm masterful, yet ashed the fault
Catastrophe, left in the vault
Writing my own story to keep a promise, I had to hold
Indecision point of view, my minds swayed different intervolves
Living in reality so now I gotta take control

"Take control"
Whatever that means for you
I'm lookin' now for the truth
I'm tied between two lives
Two lies, which'll die? Mortifying, cold as ice
Who am I? What is this?
Consciousness that lost my bliss

One's a road, and one's too high
I cannot front, I'm terrified
I'll either start beginning
Or go back to where I hold my pride
Will a seven-year-old dream finale become true
When what is true, is it's never satisfying to lose

But I won't, If I have a say to say about it
I went through hell and back to not get where I knew I had it
You'll have to kill me like you promised, talkin' back to granite
But if I die for my art, then say "That's Derin, dammit"

You say I'm masterful, yet ashed the fault
Catastrophe, left in the vault
Writing my own story to keep a promise, I had to hold
Indecision point of view, my minds swayed different intervolves
Living in reality so now I gotta take control

Persistence locked the key, I know
But what's true is it ain't never gold
I knew it from the start
Knew it from the beginning
That I would die for my art

It's a choice that I made, and one I'll stick 'til the end
'Til further notice, I'm not D, but three, voices in my head
One for family, one for friends, and one I'll give from my head
It's been a long road, but now I'm only three miles ahead

Fix my Yin and Yang, so I can turn it into an album
I needed time for ALU but ICU and your outcome
This time I'll do it right, 'n you won't see me 'til I have won
An indecision point of view, but that's where we've begun

I know it, I saw it
With my own eyes
It's there
The One Piece
The One Piece!
The One Piece is real!



Credits
Writer(s): Derin Jdr
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