Wasted

I don't want to be alone right now
Trying to make my feet take steps
Towards the door
I've tried for hours
But they haven't even touched the floor
Nothing can hurt me in this bed
Apart from the thoughts I think
And thoughts, they aren't people
And people hurt so much worse

Life has been hard
Too hard
But for the first time
In a long time
I don't feel sad or depressed
I don't feel angry or misunderstood
I feel indifferent
And that's when alarms go off

You don't want to see me sober
It's like seeing a rainbow without colours
Two days
And already a mess

I am hopeless
Life is hopeless
Time is worthless
I am worthless

Time is wasted
Life is wasted
I am wasted
I am *wasted*

If anyone could understand
Of course it would be you
But I can't let you
The best person I've ever known
Be the one on the sideline
Watching me tear myself apart

I am hopeless
Life is hopeless
Time is worthless
I am worthless

Time is wasted
Life is wasted
I am wasted
I am *wasted*

Find someone else
Find someone better
The idea of me exists only in songs and love letters
Find someone else
Find someone better
The idea of me exists only in songs and love letters



Credits
Writer(s): Tommy Jee Nilsen Westermann
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