Holy Ground

My brain distorted
Bending backwards, contortions
Sell me out, extorted
I did it all just for this

I think I'm an abomination
In the palm of your creation
Died just to be a fake salvation
I'm begging to be the divine

Carefully crafted me to a weapon
I blacked out, I don't know what happened
You told me to aim, you told me to shoot

I'll hurt, but only if you want me to
I could leave the darkest bruise
My knees are getting raw for you
I'll fight a war I know I'm gonna lose
No, I won't be the one you choose
But I wish I was the one you used

Do I disgust you?
I cannot trust you
And everything that I do
Opens up a new wound

And this holy ground, it burns my feet
And you hate the outside
But love what's underneath
Got the eyes of a saint but the mouth of a beast
And I'll rip your fucking head off
If you try to touch me

I'll hurt, but only if you want me to
I could leave the darkest bruise
My knees are getting raw for you
I'll fight a war I know I'm gonna lose
No, I won't be the one you choose
But I wish I was the one you used

(And this holy ground, it burns my feet) I'll hurt, but only if you want me to
I could leave the darkest bruise (and you hate the outside)
My knees are getting raw for you (but love what's underneath)
(Got the eyes of a saint but the mouth of a beast) I'll fight a war I know I'm gonna lose
No, I won't be the one you choose (and I'll rip your fucking head off)
But I wish I was the one you used (if you try to touch me)

I'll fight a war I know I'm gonna lose
No, I won't be the one you choose
But I wish I was the one you used