notsurewhaturupto

Train stopped in your hometown
Thought I might get out and send you a picture
Forgot that you're with her now
Halloween party season
They're playing "Don't Stop Believin"
But there's nothing I believe in right now

Brushing my teeth in a shirt made for tourists
Left you a voicemail, you probably ignored it
A friend of a friend said that she makes you happy
Not sure if you're compatible, I don't get astrology

I'm abundant in friends, and write songs out of spite
I'd like to say that I'm winning
But I'm not sure what ur up to tonight

Calling my mom to tell her how I saw you in Whole Foods
She thinks that you're trouble
It's a call that she's used to
The Uber's playing worship while it takes us to a party
Wish you were here to ditch with me
We never finish what we start and we

Like to play parts, we both choose the victim
And we both used to cry when the other wouldn't commit and
I replay the moments that worked till I'm crazy
19 I was special, 21 and you hate me

Brushing my teeth in a shirt made for tourists
Left you a voicemail, you probably ignored it
A friend of a friend said that she makes you happy
Not sure if you're compatible, I don't get astrology

My feelings about you hide best in plain sight
I think I miss you
What are you up to tonight?

The longer the message sits on your phone
I feel stupid I know I should've left you alone
The games and the guessing take me back to 19
You were selfish and confusing and a true teenage dream
And the single card you wrote me sits under my bed
And it haunts me with the other things you never should've said
Cuz I kissed and I told and fell feet over my head
Funny we act like exes when I was never your girlfriend

Now I'm brushing my teeth
And heading to sleep
And I'm not sure what you're up to
But it sucks that I want you
And you haven't even thought of me once
Tonight