A Lesson in Method Acting

How are you alive?
You said you'd die without me by your side
Am I the parasite you eulogized?
A ghost once in your mind canonized?
So tell me what's our cause of death?
Was it neglect? Cause there's no veil and there's no Baby's Breath
Were there boxes left unchecked?
Were there demons in our bed?
I said I loved you in my head
And can you hear me out
Or has your blue metastasized
Into something quite else far too deep for me?
And did you cross your fingers just for them to hide?
Is this a lesson in method acting?
Am I way too hard to love?
Was it too hard to say goodbye?
Did I do something wrong cause I don't get
If it wasn't my fault why have me crucified?
Is this a lesson in method acting?
Tell me why you wrote a book in school
About how you broke my heart
I hated you
And I watched as it all became true
A prophecy I should've knew
So tell me how you sleep at night
Are there sandbags hiding underneath your eyes?
Do you keep on the big light?
Captivated like a fly
Can you give a reason why?
And can you hear me out
Or has your blue metastasized
Into something quite else far too deep for me?
And did you cross your fingers just for them to hide?
Is this a lesson in method acting?
Tell me why you liked that picture with the ring upon my finger
Tell me is it over now?
I'm disgusted with myself
Tell me why you wrote that scripture
A Holy Ghost; a séanced figure
And then took me straight to Hell
I'm disgusted with myself
Tell me is it over now?
This method acting