Pushin on

E-Ellis made it
Jammy on the beat, boy

I'm just pushin' on through life
Like I'm repeatin' the day's there all the same
I'm just sleepin' to past the time
For I'm waitin' the day this all will change

I'm just sayin' that I'm fine
Or this is an act and I'm not in pain
Two sides and they both lie
Caught in the middle they can't be tamed

See, I'm so lost, confused, yes, by my own thoughts
Like, "Is this really me?" When I'm talkin' to myself, it can't be
To sides like I don't mean too deceive
Like grant me some relief, I wish too to have peace (peace)

But now, there's two sides to the story
Voice's on both shoulders ready to release
When that bottle breaks, I won't ever escape this disease
I just wanna be free

I'm tired of these things that are out of my reach
Take me to the future when I'm finely on my feet
I'm tired of questionin' why should I breathe
But for now, I'm just pushin' on in hope's that I will see

Sometimes the best thing you can do is not think
Not wonder, not obsess, just breathe
Have faith that everything will work out
For the best, God's will, a force that cannot be beat
Amen

I'm just pushin' on through life
Like I'm repeatin' the day's there all the same
I'm just sleepin' to past the time
For I'm waitin' the day this all will change

I'm just sayin' that I'm fine
Or this is an act and I'm not in pain
Two sides and they both lie
Caught in the middle, they can't be tamed

Yes, I'm confused
But in the future, this all will change, right?
I would ask for help, but I locked my feelings up
Yes, locked 'em tight

Although God helped me through it
Yet I'm still blind
I wish I had advice to give, but
See, I'm goin' to go through the same ones tonight

See, I'm hopin' when it gets to the future, it'll all be better
Wide eyes with my spouse, I promise that I will treat her
With care and love, with the help of my Creator
He is my guide and my leader
But until then, I'm just pushin' on through it all
Yet worried that the truth hurts if I ever meet her

You see, He promises
That He will make something good out of the storms
That bring devastation to your life
As He said

"So do not fear, for I am with you
Do not be dismayed, for I am your God
I will strengthen you and help you
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand"

I'm just pushin' on through life
Like I'm repeatin' the day's there all the same
I'm just sleepin' to past the time
For I'm waitin' the day this all will change

I'm just sayin' that I'm fine
As somethin' to hide from all the pain
Two sides and they both lie
Caught in the middle, they will be tamed



Credits
Writer(s): Josiah W. Ellis
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