Cold

Made me cold, made me cold yeah
Made me cold, made me cold yeah
I've been alone but never lonely
Always been more than what they told me
I made mistakes
I ain't sorry
Guess I'm learning
Yeah, I'm learning
I'm holding on, yet nothing to hold on to
My grip is strong, it doesn't let go
Of the crap I should've forgotten
But I know I'll let it go
It's almost over
Gonna find peace, I'll have it in my heart
For me to move on I'm getting stronger
Girls like me when I'm bad, pretending for them
They wanna play this game
I'm looking forward
They want nada but sex
But who said that I want more
Gonna smoke and relax
Forgetting the one I loved before
And don't talk to me about tomorrow
I enjoy the present
It's only the moment that can be controlled
What happens tomorrow I'm gonna face it
Don't get me wrong, ain't reckless
But I'm done planning, the world crazy
Just want to find my peace
And a piece of happiness

I cannot say I'm happy but not destroyed
I'm here sipping alcohol I enjoy
I don't give a damn about all my nerves
Pain made 'em burn and made me cold
Cold yeah, made me cold yeah
Told you, yeah, I'm cold now
Told you that I'm cold
My nerves are not gonna respond
Pain made me cold yeah, made me cold

Never been so cold but now it's the mode
I apply for surviving
This is my world, I'm alone in it
And I am vibing
There's no one who can make me hurt
My feelings numb, I changed a lot
I may not feel alive
But I'm working on it, yeah
I am really trying
Before thoughtful now indifferent
Call it strong, it ain't weakness
I feel like I can move mountains
It's all over, no one is needed
Got beaten but never defeated
Am I really losing myself?
Yeah
Where's my conscience why it is so silent?
I may be on the wrong side, but I find it right
Embracing the pain is my state of mind
I am not losing because I stay alive

I cannot say I'm happy but not destroyed
I'm here sipping alcohol I enjoy
I don't give a damn about all my nerves
Pain made 'em burn and made me cold
Cold yeah, made me cold yeah
Told you, yeah, I'm cold now
Told you that I'm cold
My nerves are not gonna respond
Pain made me cold yeah, made me cold



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