Emotions

Emotionally unavailable
Some emotions were unattainable
People emotions were unrelateable
But Lately now I see that I been changing bruh
I was numb to the world for like seven years
Certain things people felt I would never feel
Like love, anxiety, depression and fear
They wasn't needed in my life so to me they wasn't real
But now they starting to manifest
And I can't help but to express
Been in my feelings more than less
Struggling to get things off my chest and um
Lately I'm just tryna maintain
Let me try my best to get this off my brain
Now that I'm open I been scared to feel the pain
I been going through the motions and can't keep with the wave
Kinda wanna be alone
Kinda don't wanna be on my own
But I keep finding my best self stepping out of my comfort zone
Especially getting away from everything that I've ever known
Gone for good or good not gone
Will these new places feel like home

And I keep going through these changes
And I keep feeling these emotions
Sometimes I feel my heart is breaking
Going through these changes
Feeling these emotions
And I keep going through these changes
And I keep feeling these emotions
Sometimes I feel my heart is breaking
Going through these changes
Feeling these emotions

Going through emotions
People was scared to approach me
Caution signs when they get closer
So many times I been disappointed
That's from hanging around too many vultures
I took the hardaway in jungles
Hard to trust any man or women
Feelin' awkward just to say I love you
Starting to realize it ain't normal
Heart, mind, soul still loyal
Show me love imma ride for you
Wonder can I say the same for others
Conditioned not to ever show you vulnerable
Don't wanna show a loss or heartbroken
I won't know I never focused
Love chakras heart not open
I'm just tryna make it through these days
Is it you or do I need to change my ways
I don't know that's why lately been in daze
Been on my mind for too long to just dismiss it as a faze
Seek ways of heart but see my heart it like to play it safe
Cause I guarded it so long it never got a chance to break
Dealing with love and life sometimes it's the risk u gotta take
If it don't come with bad karma sometimes gotta test your faith

And I keep going through these changes
And I keep feeling these emotions
Sometimes I feel my heart is breaking
Going through these changes
Feeling these emotions
And I keep going through these changes
And I keep feeling these emotions