playdate.

Hey
(Hey baby, I thought you wanted to talk later?)
Yea I-I know we said we should talk later
But uh
(What's good?)
Honestly, there's just been something laying on my heart
For a while and
(Ook?)
I didn't know how to come to you about it
And honestly, I thought about waiting later
But I think the moment's now for me
To let you know
I really gotta let you know that

I can't pretend
To be your girlfriend anymore
Cuz I can't have you thinking
That I'm always gonna be yours
Live in your daydreams
Your misty maybes
Think of a time in which
I could be holding all your babies cuz
I can't pretend
To be your girlfriend anymore
Cuz I can't have you thinking
That I'm always gonna be yours
Live in the past, you might make it last
Learn from mistakes so that the next time we meet
It may last

If I wanted to pretend
I would play with myself
Cuz I know just what I like
I keep my hands to myself
It's a pleasure
Finding my comfort in self care
Doing my nails and hair
In big tee, socks, and underwear

But be aware
Be alarmed
Be cautious
My love is pricey
Big offers win the auction
I'm not talking bout
Big bags and heels to flaunt in
I'm talking bout
Real growth, slow pace and being honest

And baby (hmm)
I could give you a chance
To advance to the next level
Next tier of our lovely dance
Just as long as
You've made me some dinner plans
We can relax and fan
Get our tan
Toes stuffed with sand

But see I call you, I text you
You reply in a week
And when I hear that sudden bing
My knees always get weak
You brought color to bleak
You were the highest of peaks
When I fell down
I was Simba and you were Rafiki

I can't pretend
To be your girlfriend anymore
Cuz I can't have you thinking
That I'm always gonna be yours
Live in your daydreams
Your misty maybes
Think of a time in which
I could be holding all your babies cuz
I can't pretend
To be your girlfriend anymore
Cuz I can't have you thinking
That I'm always gonna be yours
We'd cook and clean together as a team
Live in a house that sits on the shore of a beach
That's the dream

Now listen
Nowadays, I've made some major differences
When I talk to folks
I can complete my own sentences
I am my own passion
I'm committed to new fashion
I learned how to make new money
So I don't have to ration

I show compassion
Where I can
I read more
So I can understand
To find new ways
And true meaning in
How to be
My own helping hand

I'm sadly mistaken
Thinking that you'd replacing
This loneliness I'm feeling
But the feeling's only deepened
We see each other time and time
I can't help it
I'm obliged
To let you in and sacrifice
The work I did to forget your eyes

My body is my temple
Show respect to my mental
I promise you
I can get real disrespectful
Bullshit I won't take it
Guarantee I want it
I make it
I dreamed it
So I create it
Always knew I was meant for greatness

So
I can't pretend
To be your girlfriend anymore
Cuz I can't have you thinking
That I'm always gonna be yours
Live in your daydreams
Your misty maybes
Think of a time in which
I could be holding all your babies cuz
I can't pretend
To be your girlfriend anymore
Cuz I can't have you thinking
That I'm always gonna be yours
Screaming insane
Imagining wedding days
But for right now
I think I'll keep to myself
And my last name