Realization.

See what I feel like, like
You can't really be afraid of your feelings and shit
Just got to like feel that shit
Can't really run from em, can't really hide em
Can't always react to all of em though

I'd be lying if I ain't say that I need you
Heart broken, I promise to god I ain't mean to
Let me work on it, let me find a way to fix it
I'm a man, my actions got to match my intentions
Whenever I see your face I hope it ain't over with
I know that I act tough, can't act like you don't exist
Heart chakra in my chest baby I done opened it
Pride and my ego I dealt with it, I'm stepping over it
Talk to my brother Chris he say boy you know you toxic
Came to a realization, I ain't even know about it
Think about you so much my head hurting, think I need an Advil
Spilling my emotions to this mic right now cause they mad real

If I could change the past then I would but I can't
And I can't even act like I'm good cause I ain't
I'm trying to figure out how to soothe all the pain
Cause you been on my brain and I can't live without you

I think about what you did for me
Showed me real love it's genuine, you was a friend to me
Whenever I said I'm hungry you would cook, food be fixed for me
Ingrown hair inside my beard from shaving, shit you would pick for me
You a trophy prize, whenever we spend time it feel like a victory
I'm afraid now cause I don't want to lose you
People asking do I know you and I don't want to just say I use to
Listening to too much red pill shit got me scared of commitment
Can't blame my problems on childhood trauma
I swear I'm trying to fix it

I'd be lying if I ain't say that I need you
Heart broken, I promise to god I ain't mean to
Let me work on it, let me find a way to fix it
I'm a man, my actions got to match my intentions
Whenever I see your face I hope it ain't over with
I know that I act tough, can't act like you don't exist
Heart chakra in my chest baby I done opened it
Pride and my ego I dealt with it, I'm stepping over it
Talk to my brother Chris he say boy you know you toxic
Boy you know that, nah I aint know though
Think about you so much my head hurting, think I need an Advil
Spilling my emotions to this mic right now cause they mad real