Deep End

I'm swimmin' in the deep end
I'm looking for a reason
And then I started thinkin'
Do I really believe it?

I ain't getting far without you
I'm not getting far enough from you
Why do I have to live without you?

I don't think I'm getting out enough I need a different pill
Out here treading water and I'll have nothing else left to fill
Going through the oceans, am I destined just to write a will?
Maybe I just hope for broken promises to make me ill

How do you know this?
Now do you notice?

Instead of paying attention to time
I close my eyes and write my final goodbyes
Piano keys don't sound the same since the sickle arrived
The orchestras mourning, the curtains are closing
An encore would really be nice

I'm looking for a reason
And then I started thinkin'
Do I really believe it?

I'm swimmin' in the deep end
I'm looking for a reason
And then I started thinkin'
Do I really believe it?

I ain't getting far without you
I'm not getting far enough from you

I'm swimmin' in the deep end
I'm looking for a reason
And then I started thinkin'
Do I really believe it?

I ain't getting far without you
I'm looking for a reason
I'm not getting far enough from you
Do I really believe it?
Why do I have to live without you?

How am I supposed to live, here without your company
Thinkin' 'bout your smile now
It's harder to be me without you