Pessimistic Loop

Oh the Lord says don't be anxious
And my love says time will heal
But I can't just shake this feeling
Or pretend that it's not real

Why'd break my trust
Have to use my name
Take everything I love in vain
Spend the pennies I made
From my melodies
All I've got left is the shell of me

Anger is easy
Forgiveness is hard
I'm usually trusting
Now you left me scarred

Wake up first thought is blue
Midday mirror fight with you
A pessimistic loop
Got no control and you do

Clenched fists I dream of you
Scheme plots where I'm not screwed
I try to push the truth
Got no control you do

Oh you turned my nature bitter
When I tend to be sweet
Had me begging please don't do this
Took advantage of naive

Now you'll see my face
When a new shiny thing
Will sign bad deals like me
And I hope that I wrong
Got me all riled up
Seeing red and I can't speak

Anger is easy
Forgiveness is hard
I've never been greedy
It's about the art

Wake up first thought is blue
Midday mirror fight with you
A pessimistic loop
Got no control and you do

Clenched fists I dream of you
Scheme plots where I'm not screwed
I try to push the truth
Got no control you do

I try to pray a lot
Loosing that to my thoughts
Playing every word you said
like they can change

Hold on to the tight rope
That keeps me close with the
memories I hate
Fun little game I play

Wake up first thought is blue
Midday mirror fight with you
A pessimistic loop
Got no control and you do

Clenched fists I dream of you
Scheme plots where I'm not screwed
I try to push the truth
Got no control you do

One day won't think of you
Right now I'm sticking to a
Sensitive anxious fool
In a pessimistic loop



Credits
Writer(s): Logan Lane
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