headspace.

Sip and swallow all the memories relive everyday
Cuz I been tripping since I came up now I don't feel the same
You say it's all about exposure but I don't like the change
Cuz I been stuck in here forever I forgot how speak
So where you going where you wanna be
Is it at all anywhere close to me
Feel like a monster trapped in my own skin
And baby I don't wanna hurt you so I hide all the sin
It's just the headspace that I'm in

There ain't nothing left, ran up a check put that ice on my neck
Thought I was the best I ain't even a threat
Sit in silence hear the pain in my breath
My inspirations yeah they all fucking dead
So now I'm here making music for them

I don't wanna be the one who leaves you hopeless and alone
I thought by now I'd be gone that's how the story unfolds
And my mind goes- reminiscing
Taking shots of all that honey liquor
Older now so you get the image
And my wife always telling me I gotta quit it
Oh, I been lonely for so long
I miss you mom, I don't show
Cuz I don't wanna be here no more
Oh, I'm sorry I'm so lost
I miss you bro, I ain't strong
Don't think I can stay in here no more

So take these memories relive everyday
Don't trip just take it slow remember you can do anything
And you don't gotta be noticed to be something great
Don't get stuck in your mind cuz you might lose it someday
So where you going where you wanna be
Is it at all anywhere close to me
Feel like I'm fading but I'm waiting for it
Because I don't wanna do the same shit that my father did
It's just the headspace that I'm in

And I'm waiting on a miracle I'm losing my faith
But I just bottle up these feelings and I throw them away
I know you're worried but I promise that I'll be okay
And I'm grateful, but I'm hateful
Of myself and all the things I can't help
But you made me someone better
I wish you the best and I hope you learn to love yourself



Credits
Writer(s): Caleb Montgomery
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