LOVE AND HATE

Will you even listen to this message?
Even if i never get to send it?
No longer co-dependent
With the drugs and love I invested
In-with the wrong crowd,that's a lethal weapon

These people never cared about me
Just cared about the next hit and the next day
The next best thing to slide up on their plate
They would not hesitate to throw me the fuck away,I hate to say it

I cant get this fucking thought out my brain
Why do i change for people who wont stay?
Why do i change for people who just think-
I am just spare-change filling up their piggy bank?
It's so insane

But I know its true
No matter how much love you send, they will not love you the same

I guess i gotta use my words as weapons
I Guess i gotta stomp my foot and end this
Pattern of abuse i haven fallen into
And make my angle always right and no longer obtuse And this noose-
That i tied around my throat
No longer holding on steady making me choke
For now im ever ready, Enemies will meet the scope
I can no longer meet the peace In the middle of my hope

No matter how far i run
The past always seems to catch up
How far would you run for love?
How hard would you run from a gun?

Love and hate they're all the same
The words you say will never change
Your sealed in fate
That was picked that day
You took your first breath
And made your way

So why do I even bother living my life proper?

When a schizophrenic father Who never seemed to bother Showing love to his son or even his own daughter
Put me in position to learn, love and just listen
To the odds other people were given And I Listen

I guess it's really not up to me,To judge other people strictly based off my beliefs. Because every stories different in The way that it was written And every mission has its ending
And every tale isn't fully told even when it's finished