223 Freestyle

It's funny how the aura changes when I walk into the door
I say hi, look you in the eye, while you're looking at the floor
And less is more, so I realize
The best is for me to keep quiet
Impressive lesson four
Third time's the charm, what a charming metaphor
Metaphorical foreign object is blocking our conversations
That is less important
Put the Eminem hoodie on as a dress and
For the record, I guess the war ain't gonna last for long

What a mess, but where did the train stop?
I didn't trust girls, you didn't trust men - what a great start
We didn't have a goal in mind, that was kinda the problem
'Cause you cannot live in the moment all of the time
We will probably never find out - whether it was a game of love
Or just a game we loved to play 'cause we felt that way
But we were both at the wrong place at a horrible time

At this point, I'm gonna be honest
I'm kinda tired of trying to feel something and then say goodbye
I guess it's just the way it works, so I'm gonna say 'I'm fine'
And simply move on with my life
For no reason 'cause I'm tired, baby
I'm tired of these mind games
You missing the bright days or feeling some type of way?
Sending mixed signals via likes and light waves
Ignoring me for weeks after sending me a smiley face

That's unfair, you see
Is life a drama or a fantasy?
Unbearable wind when I'm staring at the sea
How can I stop caring 'bout people who never cared about me?
What is the way to send away all the woes and worries?
I miss the days I used to listen to
My friends when they told the stories
And now I say leave me alone, I need more space
How did I fall into this dark place?
I don't know what's going on, I might go, I might stay
I might fall, I might crawl, I might stall, I might lay
Across the floor and wake up lying on the rail tracks
I think I hear the sound
I start seeing the highlights of my life in a playback
It's getting darker, I regret that I didn't take the scenic route
And now all I think about is shall I stay or shall I go
All that I know I should be quick with my decision
'Cause the time is running low
And the cold wind blows, rocky mountains with them rolling stones
Falling towards me, all I want you to know it's my fault
So I record this audio message, tryna hold my phone
In my hand, but the power escapes me and I drop it on the floor
Only god knows if you'll hear it or it's all gone
And if I die, they'll never find me in the snowstorm
So I try to lift my body and climb away
The time is flying, it's getting so close