I've Fallen

I used to be fearless, I used to be fierce
I used to be tough enough to know what isn't love
I used to be strong, to withstand the storm
Using nothing but the will I had to live

But now, I've fallen, rather deep
But, despite the night you told me what you did
I've taken many thoughts
To push myself to untie worn out knots

I feel like I die, again, again, every time
I feel delicate, you're like a rock, I'm a feather
I know how you live, I'm middle class, you're a rich kid
I find I'm just a body, like your teddy, for your wanting
I feel every time, when I cry, that you like it
I find, every night, when I try, you don't want it
I know that you don't know that I want to never lose you
But you are difficult, my little angel, I don't need you

And now, I've fallen, rather deep
But, despite the night you told me what you did
I've taken many thoughts
To push myself to untie worn out knots

I've fallen, in your directions
My little angel, I don't want you
My little angel, but, I need you
I've broken all the bones I've grown in
In the home I grew in
Babe, I'm never leaving