Anatomy of a Stupid Loser Girl

今日も誰かが私を笑っている いつも
自意識過剰なのかもしれない
でもそう思うことで私は消えたい

I still don't know who you are
I still don't know where you're from
And if you ever end up telling
Will you ask me to come over?

Did the pink blur all my vision?
Cuz you're beyond my recognition
I know it's not a competition
But it feels like one anyway

Stupid loser girl I have hundred thousand questions
You said so many thing and I still don't think I get it
Crying in the airport asking "Did he see my message"
I don't understand it, am I too overwelming?

Stupid loser girl I hope the world really won't mind me
"Hey do you still love me?" I need someone to remind me
Fly up to the north convinced myself I did the right thing
Stupid stupid stupid, I say as you lay beside me

Isolated in your room
You consumed
Me until I was
Unable to stand on my own feet

You're off to campus now
And im super bored
We all have our ups and downs
Sit by the shore
You'll be with me till the end
Till the end ttill the end im sure (stupid!)

I still don't know who you are
I still don't know where you're from
And if you ever end up telling
Will you ask me to come over?

Did the pink blur all my vision?
Cuz you're beyond my recognition
I know it's not a competition
But it feels like one anyway

Flickering lights and scorching brightness I'm losing any capability
Pits of my knees inseparable I dont want to be bound by adhesive
Maybe we can make it to the end of the week if we save on the electricity
If we can cut the flow of all this wasted energy, maybe we'll live

Fly over, fly over, fly over, just to lose again
Lose again lose again, I got nothing to lose
I had nothing to prove, I walked a mile in your shoes
Didn't walk one inch in mine, it was a waste of your time

We lended your aunties car, you said that it will be fine
The gas tank rolls on the road, "Are you out of your mind?"
"I asked you to close the trunk", but that task wasn't mine
I see red in your eyes, I hear a bang and it shines