everyone still asks about you

I lost you a while ago
I didn't notice through the smoke and mirrors
You lost truth a while ago
You never told me
Was it really deeper?

Oh, the spark is gone
Lost my open arms

Yeah 12 years
We planned to live together
When we left for college
I thought you would get your shit together
Swear I gave you chances to change and you didn't
Pick me up or pick me ever
Summer was different, you're busy, I get it
But fuck it we weren't close for the past two years
Wasn't that shit depressing?
You kept on cancelling plans not making any effort
Showing you're different
You said I got a therapist
But shit, that don't make a difference
You're still a fucking liar, be transparent
I tried to help you but you get defensive
Like your best friend wouldn't want in your best interest?
You think the worst of me
Manipulate and claim you've never hurt me
But dammit I wanted nothing but less distance
Your parents came to pick you up from college
The motherfuckers didn't look at me once
Like I didn't spend a month in their house
Every single fucking winter
Like I didn't help their own daughter through
Everything she's been through

Oh, the spark is gone
Lost my open arms

Everyone still asks about you
I say I haven't spoken to her since last September
And my dad finally let it go and stopped the pressure
I think he finally knows you didn't treat me good
And I'm worth more than a friend that
Doesn't have my back whenever
Cause you're just full of fucking bad endeavors
I couldn't let it go until I moved away to see
There's so much better
I swear to end this chapter



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Writer(s): Gabriella Durham
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