Split

Yeah Uh-huh haha
Hi, I'm Borderline I have BPD, that means my life is living two extremes
I tend to switch personalities, can't bend and blend my realities
Boundary lines get blurry, like driving in a Michigan flurry
20 over cause you're in a hurry, and the ice on the windshield is obscuring

Life gets cold some days don't worry
It's been a while since I've seen sun rays, and my brain won't shut up, it stays
Running like a computer always, calculating my next mistakes
I wanna just quit, but it's still running this ship

That's why I flip, on my friends and dip
Cause 20 minutes into any party, it's just too much now to exist
When I get anxious, I just dip
When I get angry, I just flip

When I'm down real bad, call it quits
When I want revenge, all in chips
I split on my friends, flip like a light switch
My life is two extremes, two extremes, my life gets so bad that I split

Use it as a defense, off on, light dims
I split on my friends, flip like a light switch
My life is two extremes, two extremes, my life gets so bad that I split
Use it as a defense, off on, light dims

I see you meet the anxious me, not really one for fighting, but this me is all anger
Delighting in being frightening, I don't let them out much, but when I do, it's a banger
I hold it in until I can't, any longer meltdown, nuclear plant
Danger radius 10 miles past, that's why I have no friends there in the past

I can be your best friend until I split, and it seems holding us together rips
Until it's too late, I'm in a ditch, defensive and in a trench, all twisted like a wrench
But I can't seem to dodge it
Frog in my throat, need a lozenge

I want to speak, but whatever's got me, I can't dislodge it
When I get anxious I just dip
When I get angry I just flip
When I'm down real bad, call it quits

When I want revenge, all in chips
I split on my friends, flip like a light switch
My life is two extremes, two extremes, my life gets so bad that I split
Use it as a defense, off on, light dims

I split on my friends, flipped like a light switch
My life is two extremes, two extremes, my life gets so bad that I split
Use it as a defense, off on, light dims
Yeah

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Haha



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Writer(s): Josh Bennett
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