Higher Than the Mountains

All I remember is a terrible sound
My heart was thumping with the bass in the ground
I sank into the bathroom floor, and I drowned
Everybody's down for losing their minds
I used to numb the pain a jay at a time
Higher than the mountains I tried to climb

And then a man flashed a smile through the mirror
And for a moment, I thought solace was near
So, I tried to ask him who the hell I should be
But every time I found it hard to talk to me

I could feel the blood coursing my veins
And all the thoughts that melted into my brain
Watching as my eyes rolled down in the drain
Everybody else was riding so high
But I was certain I was ready to die
Higher than the mountains I couldn't fly

And no one knew of all the hell I'd been through
I sat alone to ponder what I should do
Trying to find out who it is I should be
Over every time I found it hard to talk to me

(One, two, three four!)
(Alright, John!)
(Killer...)