Paper Flower

I was going down the funeral of me
Watching on the grave of someone that I used to be
I remember when Clementine met Joel
Wish I wished the same thing but still I feel a little bit sorry
Learning on my favorite little conspiracy
Staying in the past like it's now reframing over me
I'm seeking for a random day to get over these
But until then I still grieve for who you were to me

As I step back in time
All I am I'll remind you of the days when you were here
Just close your eyes

Darling you were still the little kid I don't expect to be around
Though the strings got tied
And fixed what's ours
And see what's there for us
Darling we were only 22 and got a lot ahead of us
Trying to figure it out
And be a million little things all at once
At the place where you left me
Wait until you give me again your paper flower

It's supposed to be the eighth month of the year
I missed to talk and talk while you were cooking over me
I remember how we used to count our days
It's crazy now 'cause I am counting days since you left here

I'll take all my time
With fears and hope I'll remind you of the days when you were here
Just close your eyes

And I miss you and your skin that dwells within me and calms everything
Your nose your little eyes
Your lips that makes me laugh when you squeeze them
Until now I don't know why

Your genuine heart that makes you kind
The love for all the clothes you bought in town
And it went a little down in price
Your gentle love that makes you you
The little clap and closed eyes when you throw a joke and everyone there laughed

And now I'm wondering what you're doing
As I'm staring at the ceiling
Asking everything what went wrong
How to love and leave the table
How to love and gonna be able
To leave and try again

But I'll be at the place where you last left me
Holding your paper flower you made when you're waiting for me
Take your time and come back home
I'll be here refolding your paper flower