December Nineteenth

It's December Nineteenth and It feels like my teeth are falling out
The Holidays are feeling catatonic
And my love life's not just going
Through a dry spell
This is a drought

And Christmas is only six days away
And there's not much to do
Cause there's nothing left to say to you
You clarified
And now that I know I mean nothing to you
I want to die

Whenever I see you
My chest it tightens up
And I'd never believe if you said you're in love
But I didn't go to great lengths to know you
So if you gave me a chance
I could show you that I would go to the

End of the earth then I'd write you a song
Just to prove my worth and to tell you you're wrong

To leave me alone on the happiest day of the year
Well not this year

This season just seems cursed to me
I'll burn down every Christmas tree

I'll stuff that hole I'll never fill
With gifts then you can foot the bill

By the end of senior year I'm hoping
We won't still be here but if we are
Woah
I know that I won't have somebody
And I don't think you will either
And then we can get together
And our scabs can start to scar

And then by December Nineteenth of next year
Maybe every party won't end in tears
And you won't be an elementary obsession
And I'll be more of a person
Less of a possession
When I go to the

End of the earth and I write you a song
Just to prove my worth and to tell you you're wrong

To leave me alone on the happiest day of the year
Well not this year

This season just seems cursed to me
I'll burn down every Christmas tree

I'll stuff that hole I'll never fill
With gifts then you can foot the bill

Strings of lights around the palm trees
Music in the motel lobby
Mindless shopping takes a turn
Oh the lessons we learn

We were dancing off the frost bite
Turned to you and you looked just fine
We were alright

Cause I know that we could go
Another ten years stuck in the snow
But how long till I find out
You're spending too many nights in someone's gingerbread house?

Darling you just need to make up your mind
Cause I am here and you're ruining
Christmas time
Cause it's not enough
It will never be enough
To sell my soul then lose control
And only wind up only half way whole

I'm leaving the Earth
Wrote you too many songs
Cause I know you'll want me
The second I'm gone

This season just seems cursed to me
I'll burn down every Christmas tree

Cause I am here
You won't pull me near
I'm Still holding out hope
If I'm real good next year
Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Whoa

This season just seems cursed to me
I'll burn down every Christmas tree