give up

Yeah, yeah
Is there anyone that i can call my home?
Surrounded by people, but i still feel alone
No one texting me, why do i got a phone?
I got to get used to this, it's me on my own
Empty bottles on my desk, yeah i got plenty
New carts on deck, shit, I've smoked many
You think that this shit a joke? it is not funny
Just like my nose, from these demons i be running
Another day working a pointless job
This is really my life? is this really all?
At night looking up, just blaming God
No autumn but from these drugs, imma fall
Feel bad for my next, i'm way too flawed
All the shit that i done saw
People love the music, but i feel like a fraud
You fake your feelings good, you deserve a applaud

Man this life too bad, just wanna give up
Man this life too bad, just wanna give up
Man this life too bad, just wanna give up
Man this life too bad, just wanna give up
Man this life too bad, just wanna give up
Man this life too bad, just wanna give up
Man this life too bad, just wanna give up
Man this life too bad, just wanna give up

I want someone to be proud to be with me
I want loyalty, but that's asking for too much
Cuz everyone i trusted, left me in the dusk
Got me looking around, thinking 'what the fuck'
And if you tryna leave, just walk out the door
Doing drugs, till i past out on floor
I fell in love with angel, turns out she had horns
You said i love you, then you swore
Now you say that you riding, i'm gonna need proof
Went 4 days without eating any food
Just water and pills, with the hit of a vape
And some weed at night, now i can't feel my face
Your worried about me, man worry about yourself
Cuz i'm good now, i don't need no help
You tell me to stop, but you don't deal with it
So how the fuck you know what i need for myself

Man this life too bad, just wanna give up
Man this life too bad, just wanna give up
Man this life too bad, just wanna give up
Man this life too bad, just wanna give up
Man this life too bad, just wanna give up
Man this life too bad, just wanna give up
Man this life too bad, just wanna give up
Man this life too bad, just wanna give up

I take it back, i don't got time for that
Still pulling out knifes, that you put in my back
Judging my life, but i never even asked
For your opinion, so keep it, take a step back
Rapping for hours now, can't feel my throat
Put my heart on the water, and that shit would float
Cuz it's empty, nothing inside, it's dead
Just like every last promise that you ever said



Credits
Writer(s): Elijah Lindberg
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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