Time Wont Heal Her Wounds

Yeah
Time and again
Time again i
Notice that my time never spent on
Real women
That i try to speak to
Get caught up w hoes that i always see through

I know a real girl when i see one
Yes i know real worth when i need some
Yes i know how to spend my bucks on myself
But i still get caught with a freak some times
Read between the lines my baby
Im cryin out in silence
i know the type of cards that i was dealt
But i still dont see no queen of diamonds
Right here
Yes i need her right beside me
This girl is a dream that i aint findin
I play i play aint no rewindin
Mistakes were made
I see the problems
Carry on carry on
With me
I relay this song
To you and the others i prolly did wrong
I noticed lately that i cant hold my tounge
Cause doin her favors is somethin im awful at
Soon enough ill get my karma back
Hopefully ill learn alot from that
Im always prayin to god for that
Im in positions i cant redact
Baby
I am sinning again
That shit is the truth
Lord knows i could do things to put myself into a ditch
I cant dig out of
Lookin for shovels
When aint nothin left
Get into trouble
And say i forget
That i got obligations
To attend to
One day ill end up
Regrettin my wishes
Twenty years old i wished for a bitch
Twenty One i was wishin for kids
Alot could change
From constant pain
And sittin to sit
For breaks cause stress is all that im made of
Grays hairs still catchin some fades
And long days
To convince me im paid
And paychecks that would hit in my bank
Just to end up back at the bottom again like

Time and again time and again i
Find peace in the time that i spent with
Nobody all alone in the crib i
Know me too well to forgive my selfishness
That i cant give up
For some reason i thinks its who i am
I see that
I barely know myself
Imagine the effort it take to know them
Yeah
What do i know to keep her goin
Said shit that prolly shouldnt
Sometimes i feel im a sociopath
Forgot about feelings just logic now
Forgot how she feel
And its awful man
You ever heard cryin on the phone
And know damn well you cant repair it
Wounds heal but the traumas there and
No future seems so apparent
I think that she need reassurance
Communications is somethin i fail at
So forgive me for makin you worry

I try time and again time and again
Im makin up for the time that we spent i
Know we got alot to forget
I Just hope that youre holding a heart to forgive me