Life Of A Gangsta

I told her that they weren't ready
It's things in my head and I can't let it out, I'd
be bad if I let it
I can't let it out, things in my head, better if it's left unsaid
Maybe you'll come back when you get out your feelings
I see that you left me on read
This a life of a gangsta, clutching my banger, move cautious i'm dangerous
Make a way out the streets and start life in Topanga
Even though we ain't work you ain't leave me empty handed i'm thankful
She don't know what she want I feel that she misguided
Money don't bring me happiness, cause I can't buy it
Said this was ride or die, but you gone, so why you lying
I been working on me trying to find peace of mind
You can fuck-off with other niggas, but you better not come back when you see I'm bigger

I been out, I been working, I'm chasing figures
Talk to God about my problems, it's hard to figure
Like I come from the bottom, I can't forget
Problematic young nigga, he with the shit
I don't want your love, it don't come with no benefits

Put you above, you was number one on the list
Now you at the bottom
She don't know how to cope with pain, so she put her trust in a bottle
Double R smoking exotic, times in my life, it felt like that I didn't have a option
Feel like the topic, turnt up, niggas can't stop it
Buy what I want when I'm shopping

Try not to judge, cause a nigga ain't perfect
Either hope, you know that I'm just being honest
Shit don't go as planned, cause destruction the boulder, man
I go through a lot of shit up in my life and I can't let it out, so I hold it in

It's a snake in my circle and I can't decide who it is, so I'm asking you, show your hand
Had a long day, I'm just trying to lay up, with you talk about the future, and just hold your hand

Smoking blunts, round and round in a ride
Look at this pain in my eye
Do I give it up
I can't decide

Niggas ain't have a dollar for me, when I was broke now I'm up he, wanna ask for a
hand, I'm blind
Yellow ride like a bumblebee, I never thought that this how it was gonna be
In the start, everybody had the same agenda in the end it turned out, it was only me

Tell a bitch, I'm done, I don't want her love but I can't give up cause, it's you
I trust
Im inside my head, inside, I feel dead, can't get it right, why
Guess I made in my bed, and I'm smoking, I'm smoking on dope

In my head, and I can't let you go
Life of a gangster, I'm clutching my pole
Hope they know I'm banging out before I go
This the life of a gangster, clutching my banger, move cautious, I'm dangerous

Make a way out the streets, and start life in Topanga
Even though we ain't work, you ain't leave me empty handed, I'm thankful
She don't know what she want, I feel that she misguided
Money don't bring me happiness, cause I can't buy it

Said this was ride or die, but you gone, so why you lying
I've been working on me, trying to find peace of mind
This the life of a gangster, clutching my banger, move cautious, I'm dangerous
Walking on eggshells, it feel like I'm dangling

In the middle of the sea with no vest, I'm sinking
Life of a gangster, this the life of a gangster
Clutching my banger, even though we ain't working, you ain't leave me empty handed
I'm thankful