Meaningless Survival

I never really wanted any of this
you brought me, you told me
The pulsating twist, the turns in my heart
we were together, no we werent
it was all lies
no one understands me, no one really cares
take away my emptiness
rip me into nothingness
take my soul, fold it away, put it in your little black box
I am insignificant and you are so much better
forget me all together, forget me forever
a little black box you took away
a little black box you took away
a litte black box you took it away
I want my soul back give it back to me
Im falling apart and there is nothing to do
no one to love me, no one to cry to
im spinning around in this big bad world
In this meaninglessness, I desire nothingness
take it away, take it away
dont forget my heart, my mind, my everything
take my family, my money, my friends, my education, my future, my memories, my existence, my everything
you can take it all away, you can take it all from me
you can take my life and it means nothing
no, nothing means anything
and nothing is everything
call me on my telephone
broken and breaking some more
tell me does your heart bleed
then stab it for me, prove it to me
I was walking for you down a path
lover in disguise, you loved me didnt you, you said you did, now look at all these lies, basting away
life can be an endless misery, thanks to what we made society
we eat eachothers flesh and call it buisness
we laugh at eachothers death
and I enduce vomit on your prisions
it is me who has lost his sanity
this world is so black and white
im the one to blame and youre the angel, a beautiful angel, who am I to fight you
welcome to our crews, our shopping mall, our theater of freaks
welcome to normality, our reality
the walking deceased
born in a fake world with fake smiles everywhere
you stab me with a smile, you shoot me with a smile
who are we to be saved
who are we to be salvaged and repaired
who are but a society destined for destruction