test the waters

It's getting late
You're not okay
You're gonna make the same mistake
A simple thing
You hesitate
You told yourself you wouldn't yesterday
But then's not here
And that's not now
You just know you messed up and don't know how
Then you go and try again and try again
Again, again
Wasting my time with pointless melodies
Of mournful memories
(Figure it out)
I cannot void this place
A recursive loop of pain
I take another look and step over the lake

To test the waters
(Drown again)
To make it farther
(Beat the struggle within)
I can't keep up this same facade
But without it, I'm lost

What's important anyway?
Just show me today
The way it could have been
Or the way it used to be
By now I should have learned
How to focus lines I've blurred
And chase away the months I've burned
I've burned
I've burned
I've burned

I can't end this cycle
Guess it's time to jump in

To test the waters
(Drown again)
To make it farther
(Beat the struggle within)
I can't keep up this same facade
But without it, I'm lost

So thank you for all you've done to help
But I'm too far gone



Credits
Writer(s): Gabriel Peters
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