Clarity

I did everything with a heavy heart
Hated every place
You were in every part
Museums, school, work, and parks
Wanted to study your face
Thought it was a work of art

Now look at you with a fresh start
You picked up your pace
I don't think that's smart
But you're not my problem, you're pretty dark
How quickly I was replaced
Really reveals your charm

Lived without you once
Before I met you
Lived without you once
Wish I could go back to
Lived without you once
Before I met you
Lived without you once
But before I loved you

I'm ready for some coming of age
Grand adventure
Call to action
To sweep me away
White rabbit
Chase after it
Protagonist and side quests
Or send me to my grave

Nothing to lose
Woahhh ohh
Cause I already said goodbye to you

Lived without you once
Before I met you
Lived without you once
Wish I could go back to
Lived without you once
Before I met you
Lived without you once
But before I loved you

The smell of you on my clothes in the back
Roll the windows down, please drive fast

I look forward to the day
When I'm old enough that I'll forget your name
But not the pain you gave
Use it to warn others to not do the same

I can rest at night knowing
I don't have the gaping hole you can't live without filling
I don't avoid my feelings
And I'm paying the tax of healing

Let's go

I'll let go
I'll let go
I'll let go

Tried to blame your age on your immaturity
Teenage attitude, but you're turning twenty
Prayed every night to get some clarity
Now I have it, yeah, goodbye little Italy