do you feel alive now?

3 days in that cage, over this phase, out of my head
The Sicilian, feelin' brilliant, so i'm playing my defense
And you're callin', cause I'm stallin', but I'm hangin' by a thread
Catch a glimpse here of me now, no more to be said
Make it make some sense
I've been goin' off the deep end

Every single night, look up in the sky, yea
Can't escape it now, happens every time, yea
Feel it coming down, couldn't tell u why, and
At night, u know it's all that i'm thinkin'

I been sleeping less, mind is runnin' wild now
Bottle in the hand, vision going dry
How could I let it go? Will this ever die down?
Like always fine but, do you feel alive now?

You know I wake up in the mornin', and the feeling, it controls me
Like the camera, it's been rollin, could you strip this from my chest?
Who would catch me if I'm fallin? Who would pick up if I'm callin?
Who would know me if I'm lost, and, could I wipe these old regrets?

Who would catch me if I'm fallin? Who would pick up if I'm callin?
8 miles from the falls, yea, that's all I wanted
But we're in Boston, I feel it stalling
Gets so exhausting, stop and it feels like

Every single night, look up in the sky, yea
Can't escape it now, happens every time, yea
Feel it coming down, couldn't tell you why, and
At night, at night, that's all I'm thinking

I been sleeping less, mind is runnin' wild, and
Building me a cage, I been doin time in
Wanna let it go, but i'm still decidin'
Do we feel alive now? Will we survive this?

Where'd you go so fast?
Why'd you leave so soon?