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How can I find the strength
How can I find the will
How can I find it in me to push on

Owning up to the path that I carved
Is so much more
Than I can handle
Sifting through all these broken stones
I find one whole
One stable platform
It keeps itself afloat
While it tears at my throat
When you see me fall from more than I can bear
Just leave me there

I stand on shattered glass
With broken bones
I crawl my way back home
I stand on shattered glass
With broken bones
I venture to the unknown

You've spoken a hundred truths
But the thousand lies
Have robbed me of my youth
There is no surprise
You fucking killed me from the inside

I've waited for so long
To disappear
Just to learn that I
Don't belong here
The weight that's on my shoulders
Starts to tear me apart
Gone without a trace
I'm out of place

We could surely pull our bodies back up
If our grip was not so loose
The sorrow is engraved
In all of our hands
There is nothing left
And the emptiness expands

Gone without a trace
I'm out of place

I've waited for so long
To disappear
Just to learn that I
Don't belong here
The weight that's on my shoulders
Starts to tear me apart
Gone without a trace
I'm out of place

Every asthmatic breath I take
Steals from my will to progress
Nothing I've ever done has led to my success
My body quivers and my arms start to shake
With the thought of regression

I can see just what I need
And I crave not
More than normal human life
I can see just what I need
And I crave not
More than normal human life

You've spoken a hundred truths
But the thousand lies
Have robbed me of my youth
There is no surprise
You fucking killed me from the inside