There's No Coming Back From This

I'm doing the best that I can
But there's no coming back from this
Cause I hate the things I used to care about and hate who I am
And there's no coming back from this

And I had myself a good few years
But I'm succumbing to the dreams of my irrational fears
And it's clear
There's nothing near coming back from this

And after working on myself and years of personal growth
Turns out, there's no coming back from this
Because I knew all along that I had no hope
And there's no coming back from this

And now I'll never get to live or go anywhere else
It wouldn't be cool or brave, I'd just be running away from myself
To hell
There's no coming back from this

And I don't know how I'll ever come to live with myself
Because there's no coming back from this
And I don't know how I'd ever love anybody else
Because there's no coming back from this

And if I spend another day feeling the way that I do
I'll put a bullet through my skull and make my dreams come true
Because there's nothing else that I can do
To come back from this
There's nothing that I can do to come back from this
There's never ever any coming back from this
So I'll simply just give it all a miss