Anxiety

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
No, no, no, no
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I lie awake at night
We used to be so tight
Why do we always fight
You always drill it into me, I'm never right
This rivalry, it gives me anxiety
We hate conflict, well isn't that the irony
You trigger me, now you see me spiraling
Yeah, fuck you, cause you gave me this anxiety

I came from a broken home, I was alone
never had a father because he was gone
Told you the truth, stepfather beat me soon as he came home
I was confused, never knew what happy was 'til I was grown, I had to move
I left home when I was 17, homeless as fuck
Sleeping on park benches, I was in the streets, yeah, I was fucked up
Made a life for myself, and despite the grief, I had to man up
I went to college and got my degree, so I leveled up

Don't wanna argue like my parents did, but you and I fight
You say the meanest things to trigger me, you know that ain't right
You make me feel fucking incompetent, I feel so denied
I call you out, you spazzing out, now you feel crucified

I lie awake at night
We used to be so tight
Why do we always fight
You always drill it into me, I'm never right
This rivalry, it gives me anxiety
We hate conflict, well isn't that the irony
You trigger me, now you see me spiraling
Yeah, fuck you, cause you gave me this anxiety

I'm mad, you say I'm bad (so bad)
Fed up I'll pack my bags (straight facts)
I leave, you want me back (too bad)
Alone, you're feeling sad (so sad)
Yeah I know you coming straight from a traumatic home
Said your dad, did you bad, and you felt so alone
You just like me, you had to go and get it out on your own
Gotta be the best versions of ourselves, yeah, that we've ever known

What happened to us, we was royalty, yeah we were so tight
We always argue, now our future's fading further from sight
It's complicated, now I'm anxious, fuck it, I'm not alright
If you can't change your fucked up ways, I need you out of my life

I lie awake at night
We used to be so tight
Why do we always fight
You always drill it into me I'm never right
This rivalry it gives me anxiety (yeah, yeah)
We hate conflict, well isn't that the irony (hey, yeah)
You trigger me, now you see me spiraling (yeah, yeah)
So fuck you cause you gave me this anxiety (yeah, yeah)

Written by: Sean Michael Williams