imonlyhuman!

First thing that I wake up to, a break up text
I guess I made a mess
My heart ain't bulletproof, I need to invest in a vest
Girl nothing was the same, tell me that you know the rest
I used to pray for death
Here I am again, I'm blessed
I say you shouldn't stress
We need time to reflect
But seeing myself through a mirror ain't doing the trick
My reality changed ever since the day you left
Thought I was having a dream, this is as real as it gets
I'm tired of giving people some shit to talk about
Like halitosis, I'm smelling the rumors from a mile
We all dealing trauma we gained as a child
This rapping shit my outlet, so ima let it out

You gave me all you could give at the time
And 2 years ain't much in recovery time
And any guy after me would be luckily right?
I hope you tell the whole story, no summary right?

I hope you have, no regrets
With each day that pass, don't forget
That I'm, only human, human
And I
Might come off delusional

Tell me how we got so much in common, but still different?
Every time we argue, girl it's just like I envisioned
Even if I hung it up, you can't see the bigger picture
Girl, love is like a puzzle, lately there's been a piece missing
I'm a bad student, couldn't make the right decisions
If this how it ends, I wouldn't make any revisions
This ain't adding up, I never been a mathematician
But sure know how to make money appear, I'm no magician
Say with confidence that it was all bad
And even my incompetence to give you all that
When shit get scary, it's ominous
Girl I'm hoping you would crawl back, but we polar opposites
Where you resting ya paws at?
I swear
I pray you find exactly what you looking for
A good guy with morals and got his life in order
I hope you finally settle down, you not the comfortable type
And when you hear my name, the feeling so insufferable right
And when you see the chains, I bet you they gon' light up the night
I'm in the lab, I feel like Dexter
Nothing against her
It's getting Rocky like Sylvester, I need a lecture
Maybe I went out of my way to do too much impressing
Hey Emmy tell me, would you still give me a E for effort?
All of my stocks in good hands, I spoke with Jordan Belfort
I've been plundering to my death, I can't believe I fell first
For real, for real

I hope you have, no regrets
With each day that pass, don't forget
That I'm, only human, human
And I
Might come off delusional