Ballad of a Boy

Every now and then I wonder
What did I do wrong
To deserve this silence
At the ending of this song
I never even got an answer
Of how I could help
At this very moment
I don't need to help myself
I just wanted to see you
Was that too much?
I couldn't even get a call back
Or any kind of response

Why? Why?
Even after all this I
Still try
To make sure you're alright but
You won't
Return the favor
So thanks for teaching me
That everybody leaves

I still remember the first time
We set our sights
I was sitting nervous looking at you
But I didn't want this to end
Is this what hope's supposed to feel like?
Should I have caught the signs?
That we we're burning too fast
It doesn't matter now

All I ever wanted was another nap in your arms
I keep thinking I'll get that now it's pretty hard to move on
Why? Why?
I tried to give you all the space that you needed
I kept on checking in to let you know that I'm there
Why? Why? Why?

Me too Leo, me too