Nightmare

I'm addicted to the pain but it hurts to stop
Been attached to the shame but I'd rather not
Don't wanna fight myself just tryna make it to the top
Over and over keeps repeating like a Mandelbrot
I'm my own worst enemy so nobody can save me
Might be tryna help, but I know you tryna take me
Away from myself, away from the pain that's making up who I am
It's all in my hands now

I've been searching, forever
So long for the answer
This cancer is killing me slowly
I'm running forever
Forlorn, so tender
His teardrops, his nightmare is never ending

Suffering more in my head than reality
Is this a choice that I made? It's morality
Why do you stress about things outside your control?
That shit's gonna make you a casualty
Taking its toll on all of the plans that you made
If you cannot stop it you'll never contain
If you cannot stop it you'll never escape
If you cannot stop then you'll never escape it
Take my mind off those emotions, I was tryna keep em at bay
I know I'm my own worst enemy, yeah this the battle I face
This a battle in my own mind, and I'ma win one day
I'm gonna take back what I can, this the life I can't replace, yeah
I'm escaping from the pain and it hurts a lot
Chained to the shame since the first day, it never stops
I can't fight myself while I'm tryna make it to the top
Everybody sees it, keeps repeating like a Mandelbrot
Fuck those old feelings, all the pain and the sorrow
Yeah I'm working towards a better me, I'm reaching for tomorrow
Yeah the world may try to test me but I'm on the path I follow
I'm on the path I follow
The nightmare isn't gone though

I've been searching, forever
So long for the answer
This cancer is killing me slowly
I'm running forever
Forlorn, so tender
His teardrops, his nightmare is never ending
I've been searching, forever
So long for the answer
This cancer is killing me slowly
I'm running forever
Forlorn, so tender
His teardrops, his nightmare is never ending



Credits
Writer(s): Caleb Vazquez
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